Tuesday, December 8, 2009

i am a seeker!

after reading the article "doughnut hole country" i decided that i am a seeker. i don't want to stay in Maine forever, i want to see the world and find my place. i don't have any plans to return to main full time, i will visit of course, but i want a life somewhere different. when ever i talk to someone online,from some other country of state, i wonder what there life must be like where they live. i want to know what its like to live in all around the world; Japan, London, Egypt, Amsterdam. i wan t to experience it all!
i have nothing against my small town, i love it very much but it not me. i don't have "plans" or "goals" i have ideas for my future. so far my idea is to go to a college in Chicago then after that... who know. maybe ill go to France, i do want to back pack over Europe, and who knows what ill find there, maybe ill be there for a long time maybe ill only be there for a short wile. i don't know, all i do know is i want to see the world and know whats really out there. seeing it for my self will make me believe that the world is more then what i have seen so far, i need to see it all. i need to feel free.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

KATINSS

for my acrostic poem i chose to wright about Katniss because of all her emotions she is feeling and how she cares for so many people but she just dosen't know how to show it. the way i can get into her head and i know what shes thinking, she sly and smart. so courageous, so determined to survive. i am so much like her in so many ways with her feeling to protect and provide for the loved ones. her cluelessness yet how she is so intuitive to her surroundings.

Know how we hold our heads high, to see the sun and hide the tears.
At out lives expense your joy rushes thow you as you watch us suffer
The children you kill, the lives you take, all for the GAME
I WILL NOT BE A PON IN YOUR GAME!
Now i fight for not only my self but for the ones i love, watching me waiting to see me fall
See how you mess with our lives, killing us, murdering us
Stalking us with your hidden camera, watching our every move, but i will never fall!